Suicide. There's no "undo" button on this. If you are thinking these thoughts, PLEASE let someone know. A friend, teacher, parent. When you think you are getting away from your pain by ending your life, how about what you are doing to those around you that care?
The people that love you, like your parents, will blame themselves for the rest of their lives. They will not spend one entire day without thinking about you, and what they could have done, or should have done. They will go to their graves longing to tell you they're sorry.
Do you really Hate these people so much?
It's not just about you.
We are here to talk to you 24/7, or go to one of the links below.
http://www.psychologyinfo.com/depression/teens.htm
http://www.about-teen-depression.com/teen-suicide.html
http://www.safeyouth.org/scripts/teens/depression.asp
http://www.geocities.com/Heartland/Bluffs/5400/depression
http://www.talkingdoc.com/depression/depressed_child.htm
http://www.psychologyinfo.com/depression/teens.htm